Notes from interested third parties.

The pictures on the left represent
a conversation. Although at a
glance they may appear to be
random scrawls with no meaning,
we assure you the meaning is not
only existant but profound. The
challenge now is for you, the
reader, to figure out what the
pictures represent. The following
notes hold many clues. The
asylums were the inspiration for
the conversations that sparked
the drawings that birthed the
epiphany. We leave it with you.

You have to look at the spiral. Pi, phi, and the spiral. It's all the same, it's just limited by humanities ability to
understand it. What if the only thing wrong with me, or with any "mental patient" is not in fact WRONG at all?!
What if it's merely our place on the spiral? Look at it this way. When you're standing on the outer rim of the
spiral, you've developed very little understanding. As you progress further down the spiral you gain
understanding and awareness. Your perceptions sharpen. So someone on the outer rim doesn't yet have the
capability to perceive anything else on the spiral. He can't see any other aspects of himself or any other
dimensionalities. Someone a little further in has a better grasp, can perceive more. The closer you get to the
center of the spiral, the closer you get to infinite understanding. The more you're able to perceive. So what
if....what IF....people who are "crazy" or who see things or hear voices, are just in an awkward spot on the
spiral? What if they've got just enough...what if they've evolved just enough to BEGIN to be able to perceive
those other realities, aspects, whatever, but they don't quite have enough to correctly understand what
they're perceiving? Their lives would be chaos. What if the things they see are in fact really there, but are
merely imperceptible to people who are in a different spot on the spiral? What could they figure out if they
were left alone? We are on the spiral. If I was at the center I would see all. At this point I am merely aware,
and in not knowing, chaos ensues.

Linear time is a purely human concept. It's a human invention. It's our way to keep track, because our brains
are so limited we cannot NOT keep track. But time does not pass. WE pass. Therefore, time travel is
impossible, as that book said. BUT, if you can grasp the idea that all time is simultaneous...there is, in fact,
NO SUCH THING AS TIME, that it is an invention of human minds, then you can also understand that
reincarnation doesn't follow a line. You weren't napolean in a past life, you didn't live in the past and then live
now, and you wont come back in the future. You're living all of your lives now, simultaneously, because time
is a nonexistant entity. It's just that each of your lives is focused on itself. You in this life are committed to
focusing only on this life, as you in your other lives, are committed to focusing only on those lives. Because
our brains are human, limited, organic machines, to do anything else would simply be too confusing. So what
happens if that focus should slip? If for various moments we become tuned in to one of our other aspects, in
another life? Wouldnt that be something that people would call crazy? Like the bear on the unicycle. I saw the
bear, I saw the circus. I smelled the sawdust, the air was WARM. But I was not there. I was in reality driving to
work. So what happened? A hallucination? That's what the experts would say. But... Perhaps, just perhaps
for a moment I was tuned into a life where I WAS at this circus. Because I'm at a stage of my evolution that
allows me to do this, but I'm not yet at a stage that allows me to CONTROL it. Or as in the Koontz book,
where the kid could see "all the places he was"? That wasn't time was it? it was dimensions?It's the same
principal. If reincarnation isn't your thing go ahead and use dimensions. Depending on which one you're in,
you may or may not be advanced enough to be aware of the other ones. In some you may hold infinite
awareness and understanding, in some of them  you may know nothing, and in some of them you may be like
me, able to perceive little things but not understand them. Or be like the kid in the book, who wasn't blind in
all the places he was, or could walk where it wasn't raining. It's not impossible. Weren't asylums filled with
people who said/saw/felt/heard things like that? What if...what if they were right?

The symbol is always the same. It's everywhere. It's even here in this pendant. I know you can't see it but
I'm going to show you. It's identical to the symbol of infinity. Not if you  merely look at it. To see that it's the
same you must study it. Nobody is insane. Nobody.